Until Forever

Night brings me memories

Mornings filled with sighs

I've known this for a while now

yet I want to stay in oblivion!

Thousands of endings & never-ending beginnings
Strangeness was now a friend.

Been broken into a thousand pieces
And then joined again from that brokenness
I've met my similar kind
And I've known life in between.

Time's frozen, past is lost
I'm hoping for that bait to pull me in
Everything's turning gray and I've lost my way around
Then I close my eyes and take it in.

I'm waiting for the day, when someone would ask me,
"What were the best days of your life?"
I'd say do magic and make some.
Until then college were the best days of my life!


Not a good one, but still an attempt for something that was worth it.

Last Fest's biggest What-if

It was the last day of my last college fest and things were going down the drain. The main artist who was about to show up had  cancelled. I was really looking forward to hearing his songs.

But alternatively some good things happened and it cheered me up. 

The last day had the dancing event in store I had been a part of a couple of years back. I knew that my college team had not prepared as well but I certainly knew that some other teams would give a splendid performance. I sat there, all boggled out of my mind, and appreciated every single performance they came up with. 

The DJ part of the night, the last event of the fest, was what I am thrilled about. 

Who was SHE? Where did she come from? How did I cross her? And who was that guy eyeing me from behind her?

Questions Questions! *sigh* This is what happens when a new crush sprouts up and you, stupid as you are, don't approach because .... wait... why didn't I... OH, yeah, that guy.... he wasn't his boyfriend. That much is a sure shot thing. He would have poked in earlier then. But anyways, I do not want to concern myself with him.

It's her I am curious about. .

She danced to the songs. She sang along. Well, so did everybody over there. So, I wonder, what was in her that hooked me up and I am up at 7 in the morning, just thinking about her beautiful smiling face. I feel I am supposed to look for her and talk to her. People shouldn't have too many "what-if" moments now, should they?